PS: you guys can only view my last entry.. sorry... and so today is the end of the year 2007....
things started out good...
i just love it!
but at the end of the day....
everything just went down....
it become the worse day for me...
how great to end the year...
i wished my year end was going to be with fun....smiles...loves...and memories that i treasured most!!
but turned out.. i shed tears....
i had a completely different ending... life is so unfair!!
why is it i have to go through so much of pain!!!??
and NOONE cares!!
not even my cousins!!
argh!!
i'm really exhausted!!
i really feel like giving up with my life!! completely!!
but i know...
it will be unfair to my boyfriend...
he have sacrifices alot for me...
he have been there for me all along...
and because of him....
i'm still here... still trying hard to be strong...
pretending to be happy when deep in me there's misery... there's sorrowness...
as for my new resolution for the year 2008....
'no delaying!'....
i've been delaying alot of things...
no more delaying as i know others are hurt because of my delays...
i'm sorry peeps...
i know....
i've disappointed alot of people around me...
and now...
i need to change!!
adn as for now...
i dont wish to talk any further...
i'm just feeling too weak....
but i love my day with him at ECP! (:
here's my new linkie :
CLICK ME! hold on to your promises syg...hold on me tight and dont let me fall to the ground and left me alone...