2dae iz da resuLts...it was damn scary!! g0sh!!as i was c0unting dwn..i feeL Lyk my hart iz gg 2 cum 0ut!!haha!! damn nervous!! g0sh!! i jz cudn't XpLain da feeLing... i sLpt Lyk 5hrs 0ni... i regret dat i've faLLen asLp..haishh..my dad La...sc0Ld me 4 nt sLping!! haha.... Last nyte,i suddenLy th0t 0f hym [da pers0n whu hurt me s0o]...usuaLLy @ da tym Lyk diz, da prsn wud b da 1 c0mf0rting me n s0 0n...haishh... mem0ries....s0o ya.. i was shivering Lyk wad in da m0rning dat i cud hardLy ate my breakfast!! my hp cn't stop vibrating due 2 aLL da wishes frm my peeps.... haha... g0sh!! s0o ya...met eiLeen @ my bLock @1.45pm... t0ok da bus den met my MI fren... haha... in da bus... s0o much 0f a c0incidence.... haishh... den as i gt in2 da skuL,i met my f0rm tcher otw.. i was Lyk "shit!!"... he gav dat stare!! damn scary!! s0o we went 2wards da haLL.. evritym i met tchers 0n da wae,my hart pump s0o fast!!my my!!i sense da skuL hv chged...guez wif da chg 0f principaL... eerrgghh!! i jz dizLyk da new principaL... i dunnoe y.. bt no 0ffence La... i jz dizLyk it wad...s0o den...da principaL gav da speech..overaLL iz kind 0f disapp0intment...haishh...bt we make s0me impr0vement..i hate it wen da principaL saes 2 da current sec4s, "we gg 2 did betta den dem ouhk??"..g0sh!!kk...den we hv rearranged 0ur siting arrangment c0z dh0se whu w0re skuL unif0rm cud gt it ferst!!s0o ya..i was da ferst few...went i reached da tabLe,my tcher asked,"hafizah, hw r u feeLing??" i was Lyk : 0f c0z not!! s0o ya... da resuLt iz in my hands!! my tcher checked 0ut sumting n den he saes "congrats!!" i was Lyk : huh??...s0o den i w0k away..i went 0ut 0f da haLL n 0pen up my resuLts....ferst gLance i checked...g0sh!!but den i was wif smiLes c0z i pass my eng!!yeaheh!!i was smiLing aLL da wae!!i passed!!! bt den wen i L0oked dwn @ 0ther subjects,i was Lyk.......NOWAY!!i'm screaming 0n da inside!!da subject dat iz da 0nLy h0pe 4 me 2 g0 4 diz 1 c0urse dat i've been dreaming 0f reLi puLLed me dwn!!g0sh!!den i was disapp0inted in my F&N!!damn it!!i reLi am g0nna fuLLy BLAME diz guy!!bc0z 0f hym,i L0st my oni h0pe in sc0ring an A 4 my F&N!!pissed 0ff by it man!!den my MaLay...i knew i jz shudn't retake my mLy ppr!!nw u see!!stiLL da same grade!!waste m0ney...i t0Ld my tcher dat i'm gratefuL wif my grade,dey dun wan bLif!!i noe myseLf La...kip insisting!!kk..iz 0ver 0ready..yaya...i noe!!my emath!!g0sh!!iz frustrating!!i din gt 2 achieve da grade dat i wan!!BUT!!BUT!!i passed my amaths!!w00h00!!haha!!bLif it dat 100% passes!!g0sh!!guez m0derati0n muz hv taken pLace..haishh...s0o ya...0veraLL i feeL disapp0inted..not as wad i targetted previousLy..but iz 0uhk!!not da end!!0uh ya!w0rse 0f aLL,my cuzz hv sc0red betta den me!!g0sh!!i hate wen dat happens c0z i wud b c0mpared wif her!!haishh...den met ms CT!!yeaheh!!she's cute La...she gave me n eiLeen diz toy..s0o cute!!my frenz aLL kip wanting 2 pLay wif it..haishh...den we t0ok f0t0s..i mean ms ct...haha..s0o ya...hang ar0und in skuL 4 awhiLe...th0t 0f watching da kazam match..bt nah....as if i cared!!hahax...hmm..s0o spent my tym wif noris,iqah,raudha n ms ct in da Library..s0o kec0h!!i mean s0o n0isy in da Lib!!LOL!!nvrmd..0nce in a whiLe...g0sh!!raudha reLi did sc0re s0o high!!g0sh!!c0ngrats ya!!it seems dat m0st 0f my frenz sc0red s0o weLL!!my hp cn't st0p vibrating..hahax...thx 4 aLL dh0se whu msg me 2 wish me gdLuck...appreciate it aL0t...i'LL treat u guyz s0me 0ther tym k??den we aLL went 2 vp...me,phiLip,faisaL,raudha,iqah,noris n shuhadah ate @ vp...iqah...dun strez2 k??u've tried ur bez...iz nt over yet my dear!!haishh...wen we went separated waes den we reaLised hw much we spent s0o much 2gther n mish aLL dh0se mem0ries we spent 2gther..haishh...2dae wud b da Last dae i'm in da skuL...mem0ries haunts me badLy!!g0sh!!tym 2 Let g0.....
**i was searching n waiting tiLL u came...i dunnoe bt ya guez i stiLL hv dat smaLL h0pe..2dae wud b da Last dae..i noe unLess iz fated,i wud den mit u again...i w0nder if u knew...y giv dat reaction n dat L0ok??i cn't read wadz 0n ur mind c0z i dare nt 2...bt i'm gLad dat i did n wish u aLL da bez....mem0ries Let it jz g0...dh0se mem0ries wiLL 4eva stay in da skuL....haha...m0ve 0n feeza!!b gLad dat u 0nce knew n i 0nce knew..4eva...mem0ries....Let fate decides c0z i dun denied i stiLL waits n stiLL hopes...**
[[tues...anudder 0uting 0rganised by da mLys in 07b3..c0oL!!wiLL b @east c0ast..bt i dun wish 2 g0...haishh...hmmm...Let mem0ries stay in me...haishh...]]
[[tmr IJC hving i@fun...d0 cum dwn ya!!haha..nt my skuL bt i rec0mmend u guyz??g0sh!!c0z i'm cuming dwn!!yeaheh!!haha....weird La feeza 2dae...happy since gtting da resuLts wen iz kind 0f bad...aiyo...guez aLL da 1wk 0f depression makes me in diz state...aiyo...IMH!!bo0k me a pLace dere pLz!!]]
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