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StAtuS:♥HAPPILY ATTACHED♥
mEmOrAbLe+sPeciAL dAy:[[♥140607♥]] =)
firSt sChoOL: Ikoma Language SchooL [part-tym]
sEcoNd sChooL: rEpubLiC poLytEchNiC [fuLL-tyM]=>>SAS
aGe: sEvEntEeN [2007]
biRtHdAy: 06.03.90 [pisces]
[[My Adores]]
==>c0L0uRs: *bLaCk_PiNk_*0rAnGe_*whiTe
==>PaStYm: cHaTtiNg_sMs_ListEniNg tO muSic_hAng 0Ut witH wHoEvEr eSp my bOyfRiEnd_rEaD maLaY noVeLs
==>L0vEs: ♥HIM♥,mAkiNg fRieNdz,bEinG mYseLf, to diStUrB PeopLe, SP0RTS CARS!!
==>AdmiRinG: mY BoyfRiEnd!! mY fAmiLy!! mY frIendS!! eVeryOnE AroUnd mE!! tHose WhO kNows Me ArE LoveD!!=)
[[My Detests]]
~GUYS WHO TOY WITH GIRLS FEELINGS!!
~PeOple wHo tHinK tHey ARe ALwAyS riGht
~uNrEaS0nAbLe peOpLe
~PeSt
~iRriTaTe mE uNnEcEsSaRiLy
~sM0KeRs - dEpEndS
~bAcKsTaBbErS
~LiArs
~sTuBb0rN PeoPLe - dEpEnDs
~tHe peRsoN wHo hAvE hUrT my FeeLinGs **dEpEndS 0n my m0od bAsicaLLy**
hv been awhiLe since i Last bLog huh??i'm Lazy La...s0o many tings happen recentLy n i'm not in any m0od...s0o ya...2dae iz da dae...my sis's bf came here jz nw 2 'merisik'..s0rie bt i 4gt da eng werd 4 it..hahas...i hv 2 wake up damn earLy in da m0rning...my sis 0ready w0ke me up c0z she's werking in da m0rning...haishh...den my m0m....aiyo...i jz cn't hv peace on a sunday morning..p0or ting ryte??wif0ut breakfast,i went vp c0z my m0m ask me 2 buy tings 2 c0ok...s0o hungry!!bt den nvrmd...hahas..was kind 0f pissed 0f actuaLLy..bt i dunnoe wad seem 2 b wrong wif me...s0o not myseLf...den ya!!dropped by 7-11 bt den no hv...aiyo....y da heck i've been dropping by 7-11??my ouh my...noting betta 2 do i guez...hmm..s0o ya...heLp my m0m wif da c0oking n evriting...dey were Late...dey supposed 2 cum @ 11am den dey sae 11.30am..end up 12noon..hahas...i was kind 0f sLpy 0ready whiLe waiting...hmm...wad 2 do..ytd sLpt Late...den wen dey finaLLy reached,i jz sit in my r0om,..dg my mandarin revision..wad 2 do...MY EXAM IS COMING UP!!g0sh...diz exam wiLL den depend on whether i gt 2 move on 2 da nxt leveL...s0o strez...s0o many characters 2 mem0rize...my 0uh my...s0o ya...den heLp my m0m in da kitchen again c0z not enuf heLp...haishh...thru0ut da dae,hw i wish i cn jz g0 0ut 0f da hse c0z iz m0re 0n aduLts tingy...evritym i move ar0und,dey seem unc0mf0rtabLe..haiyo...den dun Let me g0 0ut...wad 0ni La..den i hv 2 wash da dishes...den my fingers start 2 b ichy again...0uh man!!i hate it...da prawns arh!!my m0m c0ok aL0t 2dae...ya La... in-Laws mahx...aLL seaf0od c0z dey Lyk seaf0od s0o much...unfair ryte??hmm....bt i jz dun mind...den my sis's bf's mom t0k 2 me...she th0t i stiLL sec sch!!hahas....den i heard her sae abt my sis's bf...cute Lehx!!hahas...G0SH!!i dun bLif i've said dat...hahas..bt iz true wif his L0ok jz nw..hahas...mcm mat kentaL shey...s0rie arh...bt wad 2 do..future brother-in-law...euuww...i hate 2 tink abt it...s0o ya...den hv 2 cLean up da messy hse....wait tiLL my uncLe n aunt 2 g0 hm...den i was dead sLp man!!g0sh!!cn't evn wake up!!hahas....my m0m dun evn dare 2 wake me up..s0o ya..jz nw my m0m,my aunts n my uncLes,kip saying after dat my turn La diz La n dat La...i jz smiLe...i jz simpLy sae i'm not g0nna gt married as earLy as my sis!!n i wanna futher my studies ke menara gading!!n my uncLe support me!!yeaheh!!den wen my 0ther uncLe sae dat after dat Left me aLone,my sis gt married n my bro oso,kind 0f sad..i feeL Lyk crying...i reLi mish aLL da fun we used 2 had...seriousLy,no matter hw much u hate sum1,u'LL 0waes nit dat sum1 in aniwae...bLif me...futhermore,if i hate dat sum1 iz 0nLy 4 a whiLe...after dat dunnoe y,i seem 2 pity dat sum1...ya La...i tink dat's wad my frenz 0waes saes dat i'm 2 kind-hearted/s0ft-hearted...s0rie La..bt dat's me...evn if sum1 buLLy me 0r hurt me 0r wad,i cn't jz hate dat sum1 4eva...haishh...s0o ya..guez i've accepted my sis's bf??bt stiLL,dere's stiLL a feeLing 0f anger in me La...bt i wud rather jz kip dat feeLing 2myseLf...i hate it wen i'm 2 bLame...n ya..jz nw my m0m reLi sae dat iz my fauLt dat i dun t0k 2 my sis La,using da wireless net La...ya ya...evriting bLame me!!dey sae my sis g0 0ut wif her bf c0z she's b0red @ hm,c0z i neva t0k 2 her??waLaio!!we 0waes end up quarreLLing,wad 2 d0 ryte??den futhermore,she wud den kip t0king abt her bf diz n dat...none 0f my business mahx..n she 0waes start da pissed 0f attitude ferst...den bLame me!!my hart iz Lyk piercing thru bt strangeLy i jz kept quiet...Lyk no feeLing...haishh....seriousLy,sumting iz wr0ng wif me!!my 0uh my!!HELP ME!!hmm...i seem 2 hv Lots 2 sae u noe..bt den my frenz aLL chat wif me..den i 4gt!!eerrgghh!!dat's wad i disLyk abt on9....sure gt ppL wan 2 chat...aiyo....n ya...my uncLe reLi am strez up wif wad c0urse i'm taking..hahas..n which skuL i'm gg...hmm...i'm seem 2 b s0o cL0se 2 my uncles n aunts esp frm my dad's side recentLy...i dunnoe y..bt hopefuLLy it g0es 0n...n i tink iz part 0f me La...i'm nt dat quiet nimore..hahas..ppL chg n i wanna chg 4 da betta 4 da famiLy...i jz simpLy love dem n i dun wish 2 tink abt 0ther tings....0ther ppL's feeLing iz much m0re imp...
Last fri met s0me 0f my MI peeps..i dunnoe y bt i feeL kind 0f awkward n different wif dem...bt den i dun hang 0ut wif dem much 0s0...thx yus 4 taking da OG f0t0s 4 me..n ya..i'LL pubLish it s0on...i hvn scan da pix yet..haishh...bz LateLy..
ytd iw as Late 4 my mandarin cLass...i jz simpLy cudn't wake up..hahas..i t0ok da 962 bus @ 10am...imagine dat??den t0ok da MRT @ 10.20 c0z i went 2 7-11 @ admiraLty..i caLLed 0ut my skuL n da receptionist sae dere's cLass...waLiao!!n it start @ 10.30am c0z chg timing 0ready...reached dere @ 10.45am..hahas..fast ryte??neva b4 Late 4 skuL...aiyo..oni 2 0f us dere...den i realised,i neva did my hwmk n i din d0 any revision...wad more wen my tcher sae dere'LL b an exam in da nxt few Lessons..she din sae wen bt i tink iz da nxt Lesson..g0sh!!i'm s0o damn g0nna b crazy!!hahas...bad feeza ryte?den my cLass end @ 12.45pm...chg timing...if i knew,i neva g0 skuL..my m0m sae cn...bt den wen i tink abt da c0st...nevamd La..betta go..=) after dat went 2 far east pLaza...damn packed!!supposed 2 mit iqah,den chg 0f plan...den i went 2 sun pLaza...b0ught 2 shirts...hehe...den met noris...ate @ cavana...da chicken rice nice,as u noe i dizLyk 2 eat chicken rice bt i Lyk da cavana 1...bt da quantity iz veri LittLe...hmm...m0ney wasted??dunnoe...hehes...n ya..noris is sick...haishh..ferstLy iqahn den nw noris...aiyo...wud it b me next??NOWAY!!hahas...
n ya...sLowLy den i've reaLised...da ppL ar0und us iz sLowLy fading away...sLowLy Living us...haishh..one of my fren iz gg away in a few yrs tym n my sec sch frenz r gg silence....weLL,isn't diz part 0f lyf??i fear 0f Losing dem bt den iz stiLL Lyf...no matter wad,one day,dey'LL evntuaLLy b g0ne in diz Lyf ryte??s0o i teLL dem hw much u Love dem,u care 4 dem n dat u'LL 0waes rmber dem 4eva n whereva u go...b4 iz 2 Late..u'LL neva noe ryte??hmm..s0o ya...i'LL 0waes treasure evri m0ment dat i've had c0z i n0e n0 matter wad,da tym 0waes m0ve 4ward n not backward...n0 pt missing wadz past c0z u'LL jz mish ur current m0ment..iz 0waes gd 2 noe hw 2 use ur tym wiseLy..=) take my werds my dearies....dun eva regret ur Lyf....iz not g0nna w0rth it..accept ur enemies as ur frenz...c0z u'LL neva knew dat u might nit ur enemy m0re den ur frenz...iz hard bt eva 0ccurred 2 u dat u're being Left aL0ne n aLL u cud eva tink iz ur w0rse enemy??hahas...it has happen 2 me bt i noe iz over..s0o dere's noting i cud do 2 make dat sum1 as my fren again...dat sum1 iz nowhere 2 b f0und niwae...bt i wud rmber aLL da gd deeds n mem0ries dat we 0nce had..=))aLL i cud sae iz "thx..."n 2 my frenz s0rie ya if i've tr0ubLe u guyz s0o much...if i've g0ne 2 much,pLz teLL me...i dun wan 0ur frenship 2 end dat wae...n ya...guez diz bLogger wud b da 0nLy pLace 4 me 2 Let it 0ut wad r my th0ts n views...n 0s0 my frustrations..s0o if u guyz dizLyk reading it,jz DUN READ LA!!DAMN IT!!
i quote diz frm one of my fren PM: it is betta to b Loved den to Love someone... dun eva Leave da 1 u Love 4 da 1 u Lyk,c0z da 1 u Lyk wiLL Leave u 4 da 1 dey Love... **hw true cn it b??**
PS:i'm emotionaLLy unstabiLised....i've bLocked s0me 0f my c0ntacts in my MSN...if u're 1 0f dh0se,i'm s0o s0rie..i'LL gt in t0uch wif u guyz again wen i'm 0uhk...n ya...i wud not b signing in my frensta 4 quite awhiLe,iz due 2 da same reas0n....s0rie ya...mayb after da posting den i gt 2 u guyz...aniting 4 dh0se whu hv my hp no. pLz dr0p by ur msg...either 1 0f da no. ya..not b0th plz...n iqah...dun waste msg...hahas...
kk..tiLL here den...iz s0o L0ng n g0nna b Late Liao....thx 4 reading yar..=)) i'LL update again wen i'm lazy..hehes... tc 2 aLL da readers...=)
[[Last bt not Least:HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 AYNN!!i cudn't make it 2 her party ytd @ east c0ast...=(]]
