2dae might b my bdae bt iz da w0rse dae eva...i might hv enjoyed myseLf 2dae bt iz reLi a devastated dae 4 me...iz nt wad i ask for neither it iz wad i wish 4....i w0ke up earLy in da m0rning jz 2 check 0ut my p0sting resuLts...4hrs 0f sLp...g0sh!!bt den gt dat such 0f resuLts!!I RELI HATE MY LYF N MYSELF!!went 0ut wif my pri sch jz nw...Love her Loads n mish her Loads...thru0ut da dae frm 10am we met tiLL 6pm,we've been t0king non-stop abt wadz our Lyf in da past...i'm s0rie ain[her name] for treating u dat wae in pri sch..i make up 2 it 2dae aitez...=))hehes...thx ya 4 accompanying me...c0z i jz cudn't gt Iqah thru da f0ne jz nw m0rning..haishh...me n ain hv been sharing aLL 0f dh0se pri sch frenz dat we stiLL rmber...nvr knew dere's s0o much 2 t0k abt...iz Lyk damn freaking L0t!!hahas....wad 2 do..n ya...we've been s0o caLLed frenz eva sinz we were in pri3...hahas...L0ng ryte??k La...den i spend on neoprint...hehes...s0o k La...i reLi not in any m0od 2 write anymore...iz da w0rse dae 0f my bdae!!i mean nt da ceLebration..bt my m0od...my dae was ruined by dat resuLts..haishh!!s0o kk...i dun wish 2 t0k where we went n hw my p0sting resuLts iz..dh0se whu noe,u noe La...bt Let me teLL u...ITE iz my ch0ice nw...s0o if u noe dat 1 dae,i avoid u guyz 0r jz disappear Lyk dat wif0ut news,u guyz noe,hw i reLi dun wish 2 stay in c0ntact wif u guyz....whiLe writing diz entry,my tears jz cudn't stop fLowing...i reLi hate it!!i reLi hate hym u hv Lead me 2 diz state!!i hate HYM!!EERRGGHH...da m0ment whereby i nit da m0st iz my parents,my famiLy..bt dere's noting dey cud do..my parents jz dun f0rce me 2 ch0ose my path ryte nw..bt i noe i hv break deir hart...i reLi wan dem 2 b proud 0f me..bt did i??y??!!y do i hv 2 cum 2 diz resort??!!i reLi hate it!!y izzit dat i hv 2 suffer??!!my famiLy iz 0ready breaking apart!!n i hv 2 g0 thru diz??!!cn sum1 pLz....pLz heLp me...my hart iz reLi in pain....i dun wish 2 break my parents hart again...i dun wan 2 b L0ok dwn on 0thas....i hate dat....i dun mean dat gg ITE iz being L0oked dwn..i dun mind gg dere..seriousLy....!!bt u guyz jz dunnoe wad kind 0f famiLy i hv...iz veri hart breaking...i reLi wish 2 run away frm here!!i hv wadeva it takes 2 b in a poLy...bt diz iz wad i gt??!!LYF IZ S0O UNFAIR!!Y MUZ IT B ME??!!my parents r wiLLing 2 d0 aniting 4 me bt diz iz wad i gt!!diz iz wad i manage 2 give dem 4 wad dey hv sacrifice??!!it d0esn't reLi break deir hart bt it d0 hurt me aL0t dat i cud hardLy breathe!!s0o iqah...dreams d0 cum true...dun take LightLy abt ur dreams....iz a w0rse nytemare....!!i'm s0o strez up!!my dreams r shattered...dere's noting i cud do...n ya..i might hv made an appeaL 2 MI...bt hey!!GET DIZ STRAIGHT!!i dun appeaL c0z 0f sum1 dere!!i appeaL bc0z i hv n0 0tha ch0ice!!i wud reLi Lyk 2 ap0L0gise 2 dat sum1 if i make such a ting!!pLz iqah,if dat sum1 noes dat i'm entering MI,teLL dat sum1,iz not wad i wan..hate me aLL dat sum1 wans...bt den i jz hv n0 0tha ch0ice!!i dun wish 2 g0 0n!!unLess my approvaL 2 go ITE,den i guez we wud NEVA SEE U EVA AGAIN!!mayb not evn my frenz...i'm dipLy hurt!!DEVASTATED!!DUN B0THER!!LEAVE ME ALONE!!ISIMPLYHATEMYSELFNMYLYF!!da 0nLy dae which i th0t i cud ceLebrate my bdae wif smiLes end up wif misery..wif tears....i'LL rmber diz dae....my 0nLy bdae dat i shed tears of disappointment nt shed tears 0f j0y!!**was dere earthquake??hahas...i dun evn noe..g0sh!!n ya..i met "hym" jz nw...haishh..s'pore might b smaLL,n i 0waes bump into sum1 dat i dun wish 2 mit...**
I RELI NIT SUM1 BY MY SIDE NW...HELP ME...I WAN MY BDAE 2 B WIF A PLEASANT MEMORIES...NOT HW I M NOW...EEERRGGHHH!!
