dun make an empty promise...
dun make a promise wen u noe in da end u'LL back off...
iz ouhk if iz jz a a few tymz,bt if u 0ready did it s0 many tymz,no1 wiLL eva bLif u eva again...
making an empty promise cn reLi Lose 0ut s0o many tings....
tink in a way u're in dhose victim's shoes...
u'LL noe...
i'm c0mpLeteLy pissed 0ff by my fren,she has made an empty pr0mise 4 nearLy 5tymz!!
tym n again,i pity her n t0ok her werds tiLL jz nw i reLi scoLd her!!
g0sh!!evn cLose frenz cud end up diz wae....
sumtymz i wonder am i reLi invisibLe??
i dun gt any betta treatment Lyk 0thas d0...
am i jz an unwanted chiLd??
no matter hw it goes or hw it wud b,i'm 2 b bLame....
i feeL as if i dun beLong 2 da famiLy...
iz reLi painfuL 2 reLi beLong 2 da famiLy bt feeL dat u dun beLong...
my sacrifices r jz 4 da fun 0f it...
dey jz dun c da pain i've g0ne thru...
i've made such a big mistakes....
is diz wad i gt after dhose tings dat i've done??
i put aLot 0f c0nsiderations to deir feeLings bt dey neva did thought 0f hw i feLt...
dey jz tink 0f demseLves....
if onLy i make da opposite decision,i doubt s0o diz iz da concLusion i wud gt...
i bLif dat iz a compLete chg...
bt dey hv no ryte 2 reLi sae aLL dhose tings 2 dem...
evn if iz true,bt being c0mpared 2 0thas iz wad i HATE da most!!
no1 wud Lyk dat ryte??
if iz da usuaL comparison,i dun mind...
bt diz iz worse!!
teLLing da untrue story of my Lyf??
gosh!!it simpLy pissed me off....
wen i tried 2 make da betta out of it,i gt da scoLding...
wen wiLL i b abLe 2 gt into a peacefuL Lyf??
a Lyf 0f my own??
bcoz of diz,i've been Living in a Lyf of misery,a Lyf of nt wad i Xpect....
i reLi hope it end s0on....
probLems r gtting out of hand....
it gts worsen each dae....
da 1 whu brought up da probLem,jz Let go of evriting n confess dat she's depressed...
wad abt da prsn whu tries 2 put evriting back 2geder??
i jz HATE it wen sum1 iz washing off deir hands on deir own probLems n otha ppL r trying veri hard bt it gt worsen...
i HATE it!!
y cn't u guyz undastand da state i m nw!!
y make me feeL bad each dae??
y muz u guyz drag me dwn tiLL i cud hardLy breathe??
give me some space....
can u jz give me da happiness dat i wan??
jz 4 a dae wud b enuf...
cn u??
i doubt s0o ryte??
i'm Living in a worLd 0f LoneLiness....
aLL aLone....
diz iz hw i Lead my teenage Lyf...
fuLL of compLications...
fuLL of misery...
fiLLed wif desires Left unfuLfiLLed...
gtting hurt tym n again...
miting ppL dat brought me dwn 2 da state worse den being an enemy & hatred
bt stiLL memories dat r un4gttabLe r da most pLeasant daes....
onLy tym wiLL teLL dat in evri Lyf we wiLL b Living in different aspects...
dun u tink s0o??