i'm s0o s0rie my frenz if i've made u guyz feeL dat wae esp 2 shamira...i noe u're w0rried 4 me...bt i jz cudn't describe hw i'm feeLing diz few daes...it pissed me 0ff...hv been staying @ hm f0r daes u noe!!iz driving me crazy...bt wad eLse cn i d0 @ hm 0tha den jz sLp n c0oLing myseLf dwn...i reLi w0nder wen wiLL diz eva end...haishh...my famiLy iz reLi gtting frm bad 2 w0rse..i jz wish i cn d0 sumting 2 gt da famiLy back 2geder bt i cn't..me myseLf iz emotionaLLy unstabiLised...tmr i'm hving a famiLy 0uting...hahas...strange...bt iz my bro's idea...i dunnoe wadz gt into hym!!he jz t0ok a dae 0f 4 tmr which iz quite rare 4 hym 2 d0 s0o...bt wadeva it iz...i jz wish my dae wud b quite fun tmr which i d0ubt s0o...iz da w0rse yr eva!!my fren asked me dat tym, "feeza,hw's ur bdae ceLebration?"...hahas...4 0nce in my Lyf,ppL asked me dat qn,i cried...neva b4 in my Lyf,in my bdae dere'LL b no ceLebration...not @ aLL...bt i tink iz betta dat wae La...c0z i'm jz not in any m0od...s0o my frenz,i din hv any ceLebration...ouhk??n if u guyz wan 2 pLan 4 a bdae mini ceLebration 4 me,jz 4gt it...i'm serious...c0z iz nt g0nna b da same feeLing as in da actuaL dae...i'm s0o s0rie...k La...guez i'LL stop here...i'm nt feeLing quite weLL 2dae...aLL da past daes hv made me faLL sick La..bt i stiLL went 4 my mandarin cLs jz nw 0nLy dat i cudn't 4cus in cLs n gt dat unsatisfied L0ok frm my tcher...haishh...1more Lesson n my exam iz up..g0sh!!cn i make it??i dunnoe....1more mth 2 go n my future iz up n my sis iz gtting engaged...bLif it 0r nt,i heard frm my m0m abt my sis bhaviour...i jz hv diz feeLing dat deir reLationship wiLL hv pr0b if my sis c0ntinue 2 stay dat wae...bt wad 2 d0,she jz prefer nt 2 Listen..weLL den..ouhk...iz up 2 her...k La..gt 2 rez...if nt,tmr i cn't wake up earLi 2 hv my famiLy outing....w0nder where we'LL b gg..errmmm..i reLi s0o much wan g0 sentosa...bt my dad sae cnnt...haishh..jz wait n see where 2 go tmr...
**thx ya 4 da advice..i noe u'LL drop by my bLog..bt da ting iz dat,mayb ur testy d0 hv an effect a LittLe 0n me bt da ting iz dat,u'LL neva undastand...i dun reLi wish 4 u 2 undastand...i noe my stand...i dun wish 4 u n ur gyrL 2 hv a misundastanding niwae...futhermore,i din Xpect 4 u 2 send me a testy lyk dat...kk..wadeva it iz,wadeva i wanna sae iz 0ready in ur testi...n 1 m0re ting...if iz abt private stuff Lyk ur testy dat 1,pLz send it 2 myspace..0tha den dat my frensta acc iz ouhk...c0z u'LL g0nna make tings w0rse if u send me dat kind 0f testy @ my frensta acc..sinz u 0ready did,i jz hv noting eLse 2 do...i jz pray hard noting unXpected wiLL happen...k La...u take care k??dun 0waes quarreL...may u 0waes b happy...mayb diz wk,fri u cn't hangout wif ur peeps,bt dere's stiLL 0tha fri ryte??k La...bubbye..tiLL here..aniting bip me k??thx 0nce again my fren..=)**
