kk!!i'm c0mpLeteLy pissed 0ff!!damn c0mputer!!jz bLank 0ut after i type s0o L0ng n write s0o many imp0rtant tings!!nw i hv 2 jz make it sh0rt c0z i'm miting n0ris...kk..s0o i've canceLLed my appeaL @ MI...den made an appeaL 2 an ITE 4 higher NITEC....i seem 2 Lyk da skuL in ITE rather den RP...evn my parents agree 0n it...din Xpect dat...s0o kk...i'm waiting 4 da appeaL resuLts which iz 13/03(tues) f0r poLy n 20/03(tues) for ITE..b0th after 2pm...errmm..kk...i guez noting much 2 write c0z i jz stayed @ hm after dat...jz d0 s0me mandarin revisi0n bt kind 0f not in da m0od...i jz dunnoe hw i'm gg 2 d0 weLL 4 my upc0ming exams...i've L0st myseLf...i've L0st my c0nfidence..i've L0st my interest...was supp0sed 2 hv s0o many pLans wif my frenz c0z iz L0ng due pLan,bt i'm s0rie...i'm jz nt in any m0od yet...i'm tired..reLi tired..diz few daes hv made me damn tired...
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NORIS:
s0rie...bt i tink MI iz nt suitabLe 4 me....s0rie 0nce again..bt i h0pe u do weLL dere...dun w0rie...u sure cn make it...
SERI:
s0rie 4 da Last minute chg 0f pLan...i din Xpect dat....s0rie k..bt h0pe u gt wad u wan....
DAT SUM1:
iz great dat we w0n't b miting each 0tha again ryte??!!i hope u did weLL in dat skuL...wish u aLL da bez evntho i noe dat i'm nw ur enemy...
HER:
i guez u're happy dat u noe nw i've appeaL 2 ITE huh?!!g0 n hv a ceLebration den!!1 ting 4 sure,if u c0ntinue 2 sh0w dat kind 0f attitude,ur frenz wiLL den fade away frm u...i regret in hving u as a fren da 0tha tym...gdLuck in evriting u do!!
MOM&DAD:
s0rie mom..s0rie dad..i din Xpect 2 hurt u dipLy n 2happen diz wae..i noe u've sacrifice aLot 4me 2 prepare me 2poLy...i noe iz a great disapp0intment...hearing 2 sae 2 aLL dh0se u noe dat i'm entering poLy wen i'm not exactLy sure,makes me hurt 2...bt i wud neva giv up...i guez,i cn't make u pr0ud 0f hving a daugther Lyk me...whu hv made u guyz aLL s0rt 0f troubLe n cn neva make tings gd..i noe...i might jz b a sore eye 2 u ryte??bt i'LL neva giv up!!
MY PEEPS:
pLz d0 respect whicheva decision i've made...i hv my 0wn reas0ns...thx 4 being dere 4 me...aLL dh0se mem0ries...n aLL dh0se fun we had....true frenz d0 stay 4eva..bt whu wud it b??izzit u??weLL,iz ez 2 sae den d0ne...onLy 2/3 hv sh0wn me 4 being a true fren...bt Long term frenship d0esn't reLi sh0w dat sum1 iz ur true fren...iz up 2 u 2 decide....c0z nw it has 0ready stated dat between me n u peeps,hv 0bvi0usLy dirften apart...we hardLy t0k 2 each 0tha..wad m0re sms ryte??kk...i dunnoe..iz up 2 us as individuaLs...bt i guez i'm da 1 whu hv made da decision 2 b driften apart...s0rie if i'm da 1..bt da reas0n iz simpLe...jz undastand n respect it k??tc n aLL da bez!!
emotionaLLy unsTabiLised......
give me tym...
s0rie....
ferst tym i admit defeated by da ppL ar0und me esp 2 my sis&her...
finaLLy i decLare,i Lose myseLf n i'm giving up....
nobody cn reLi heLp nw...
i jz nit 2 b aLone...
iz easy 4 u 2 sae bt iz hard 4 dat me 2 g0 thru it...
aLL dreams r shattered...
fears came in...
noeing u cn't d0 aniting...
peeps 0ut dere...
b gLad in evriting u do...
dun jz play ar0und...
u'LL regret it...
noting feeLs great den seeing ur parents put on a smiLe n sae proudLy dat dey r proud 0f u...
disapp0intment iz da w0rse feeLing!!
tc peeps..
tiLL here den...
bye2....
love ya...muackksss....=))