nothing seems right today.i'm going crazy.i woke up as early as 4am today when yesterday i only get to sleep at 11pm.haishh.imagine i go to school with that kind of face.hahas.sleeping face.but surprisingly in class i was attentive.i don't seem to know why i'm kind of not myself today.is it because of yesterday?even though i'm kind of pissed off but honestly,my feelings were actually neutral you know after all that have over.but i seem not to enjoy my days la after that.wonder why.i reached school late just now.but there's another new student.i didn't really get her name.hahas.but she's quite friendly.hehes.luckily she took my sit.fuh!!then i sat behind.told the school that i couldn't make it on the 14th april as my orientation in RP was mentioned to finish late at night due to the prison break of the school.hahas.wonder what is it all about.errmmm.next week class will be postponed to next month.cool huh??hahas.my dad seems so surprised when i keep going for my mandarin class because he thought that it has never ended.hehes.then met Shamira at Orchard MRT.gosh!she's really late.my stomach grumbling.well,something cropped up and i think it is better not to mention here as it is kind of private.=)was trying to find that damn flipflops!!seriously,i still like that design!!it cost so expensive.but where can i get in between my budget right?hahas.so ya.then off we went to The Heeren.saw that guy again.well,i've never mentioned him before.but i just hate his stares!!hahas.bad girl i am right?oppss.but i forgot to mention that before meeting shamira,i went to kinokuniya as usual.didn't have the things i want.=(all the comics of the first volume has finished.out of stock i mean.hehes.kk.then back to causeway point.nothing much.my heart is in pain when i walked passed LJS.
NEVER EVER WOULD I WANT TO EAT THERE EVER AGAIN UNLESS I'M LEFT WITH NO CHOICE!!
k la..i've got to go..ned to pack my stuffs for the camp..i'm kind of excited but at the same time,i'm afraid.really am afraid..3D2N can pass by so fast when i'm enjoying but can be slow when i'm just bored..which is which??i'm not sure..i'll just wait and see...k la...i'm tired now...nighty night..=)
**was msging him yesterday.kind of happy.i feel as if i've got no problems to think about.but i think i have to know my stand.we're friends.=)i don't wish to have another misinterpretation again.it is better that we stay this way.=)but i know,sooner or later,the feelings would develop again.haishh.PRIORITIES first.=)but i'm so afraid to fall for him again.really am.but if i do,i guess i love him in secret.=)painful but no choice.i don't wish my friends to know what kind of guy he is.he's never my dream guy but he's treating me good.he makes my day full of smiles.i love that.but we're friends now.maybe forever.**
