This may be a bit of a tricky day, dear Pisces, as you feel the pull of conflicting demands and desires. On the one hand you feel an obligation to your career and fulfilling the demands of your employers and clients. On the other hand, your loved ones miss you and would like to have you around more. There's no easy answer today, though you might want to consider ways to delegate more work so that you can spend more time with your loved ones.
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how unlucky can i be right?seriously.i really want to avoid him in the end found them.it is his group inclusive of his steady too.trying to make me jealous by showing his love to his girlfriend.please la.eventhough i was feeling so hurt and pissed off,but i tried my best to stay calm.CT said i was being obvious.sorry.but i couldn't help it.all those memories was brought back.he told his friends about me and so to his steady!gosh!!pissed 0ff man!!he saw me earlier when they entered in LJS so he told his friends about it.his friend was looking at me non-stop.how can i calm myself right?u noe iqah,it is his friend that we saw that time during LJS.g0sh!!Like want to kill me like that.haishh.seriously,why must it be today?i nearly faint because i really cannot take it and i have no appetite to eat.nearly throw up everything that i eat.i'm so deeply hurt because of him.fine.i don't wish to talk about it.if only i have courage to approach him and i would really curse him!!nevermind.we're over and we're strangers now.so ya.met a few woodgrovers just now.bought some stuffs for my camp and now i'm left with the flipflops.haishh.met wani just now,she leave in a rush because she's late for work.hahas.p0or her.alot of people bought Acer laptop.only i bought Fujitsu.i wonder why?they say it is cheaper.haishh.not i want mahx,it is my dad.aiyo.so ya.i nearly gt knocked down by a van just now.stupid cyclist!!i suspect his a woodgrover!!gosh!!because of him,i stop in the middle of the road and there's a van in front of me!!trauma!!k la.i'm tired.tmr i'm having school real early.as usual.and i have to go home late tomorrow as i want to check out on my flipflops at Far East for a while.so take care peeps.till here for now.i'll update again tomorrow.=)
i've decided to make the first move yesterday.giving him another chance.he replied.but then deep in me,itold myself that i might regret it after this.i wonder if he do feel the same way as i do when he recieved my sms...??i'm afraid i'm just another subsitution.it is hard to know what is going on in his mind.i can be truthful to my feelings,but can he??i just don't understand.i just can't explain this feeling.it sucks!!if only he didn't come back and ask me why.just one month i didn't wish to msg him,he already reacted that way.haishh..and just now i msg him again,he get all the misinterpretation again.haishh.and he want to meet me.eerrmm.but 1 thing for sure:
I'M SINGLE AND AVAILABLE
**in this case,i'm unavailable is not because i have someone in mind but because i want to focus in my studies first which is really alot right??i have school every single day including saturday and sunday.so that's my priority first.=)other than that,i've had enough of being hurt n being such a fool always.being a substitution is the worse feeling ever and i don't wish to go through it again.**
