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StAtuS:♥HAPPILY ATTACHED♥
mEmOrAbLe+sPeciAL dAy:[[♥140607♥]] =)
firSt sChoOL: Ikoma Language SchooL [part-tym]
sEcoNd sChooL: rEpubLiC poLytEchNiC [fuLL-tyM]=>>SAS
aGe: sEvEntEeN [2007]
biRtHdAy: 06.03.90 [pisces]
[[My Adores]]
==>c0L0uRs: *bLaCk_PiNk_*0rAnGe_*whiTe
==>PaStYm: cHaTtiNg_sMs_ListEniNg tO muSic_hAng 0Ut witH wHoEvEr eSp my bOyfRiEnd_rEaD maLaY noVeLs
==>L0vEs: ♥HIM♥,mAkiNg fRieNdz,bEinG mYseLf, to diStUrB PeopLe, SP0RTS CARS!!
==>AdmiRinG: mY BoyfRiEnd!! mY fAmiLy!! mY frIendS!! eVeryOnE AroUnd mE!! tHose WhO kNows Me ArE LoveD!!=)
[[My Detests]]
~GUYS WHO TOY WITH GIRLS FEELINGS!!
~PeOple wHo tHinK tHey ARe ALwAyS riGht
~uNrEaS0nAbLe peOpLe
~PeSt
~iRriTaTe mE uNnEcEsSaRiLy
~sM0KeRs - dEpEndS
~bAcKsTaBbErS
~LiArs
~sTuBb0rN PeoPLe - dEpEnDs
~tHe peRsoN wHo hAvE hUrT my FeeLinGs **dEpEndS 0n my m0od bAsicaLLy**
hey there my peeps!it has been so long huh?ya la.i've been busy with school.even when now i'm having a trouble to control these sleepy eyes of mine.hahas.but 1 thing for sure i have to say: i HATE my LIFE now.it simply pissed me off saying it.how i wish someone would do something for me.haish.kk.i would summarised what i have gone through for the week k?i guess this is what i would do this week onwards since i will be busy with my fu**ing life!
one thing that i would like to start off is that i really wonder why is it such a small world after all?the past few days,i have been bumping into him.gosh!pissed off!just now is really worse!he really saw me and i just pretend to look elsewhere.i know he knows.but who cares!i've had enough troubles.school was great at first.but as the days went by,all the true colours of everyone starts to reveal.the thing is that, they are all being so bias!they judge people but NEVER themselves.well,this is the kind of life we'll go through in our life sooner or later.but what pissed me off is that,influencing the rest in all the negative thoughts!what the?!i just DONT bother involved myself in all this silly stuffs!i'm troubled enough!
monday: we had the enterprise skills.it was kind of great!hahas.we had to discuss on the reasons why the poly graduates have higher pay after their NS as compared to those who didn't go for NS.we were like having to really crack our brain.well,first time right?so can't be helped!but i managed to deliver it well.hahas!my group is not bad at all.me as a group leader.so suay!was voted.no choice.
tuesday: we had to do basic sci.blood relations?what the heck?!i dont even study biology in secondary school,so it was like,kind of difficult for me.but INTERESTING!hahas.lucky in my group,there is a my group mate who took bio.fuh!but presentation wise,was kind of bad as i dont know a thing what it is ALL about!LOL!TODAY is the DAY!it was supposed to be a harmony gathering for us but turns out to be a disaster day!
wednesday: we had the communication practice.gosh!honestly,we had to really communicate with the other team mates to really assemble our products.my group made the Komono Anki (Accessories House).not bad.it was funny on how to get them to assemble it!btw,it was named in japanese as we are a fan of japanese fans!met iqah n noris.
thursday: we had the computing and mathematical methods.GOSH!it was the worse module of the week!we had to make a programme using IT stuffs.my ouh my!what so ever codes we have to remember!i salute to those who took IT man!i just dont get it what does IT got to do with our daily life.i mean the codes.haish.met CT.,
friday:TODAY!we had problem solving.it is all about sports!Australian football and rugby.gosh!first day was really a great day but as it goes dwn the week,it SUCKS!met monica,jessalin,wani,iqah n noris.
honestly,i'm regretting!i feel that i have made a wrong choice!presentations every single day do really SUCKS!i met with lots of people i know of.and surprisingly,this week,all the people that i have so called,forgot one another,began to start in contact with me back again.hahas.weird how life is for me.i met noris n iqah last wed,gosh!we're like missing each other like nobody's business.hahas.i miss my Raffles 2 friends and 07B3 peeps too.at least they are much better than my classmates.haish.
tomorrow i dont know if i want to go for my mandarin class or not.now that the problem is getting worse,i dont wish to sit at home.have been going home late lately.i just see no point in going home early.i have to do my RJ every night has it is due before 23:59 of each day.haish.sunday is the day!the Sucking day!no matter what i have to go through that day.how i wish on that day i could just run out of the house!eerrgghh!for sure,i'm the one who GET THE BAD NAME!what the F**K!
sorry for being vulgar or whatever in this entry.i'm just SICK AND TIRED OF THIS KIND OF LIFE!i feel so sorry to my friends to really hear all my pissed off attitude.i'm really sorry peeps!sorry iqah n sorry noris.didn't mean to.i know i must not be thinking this way but seriously,sometimesa i just wish i was not born.i have let out too much tears for such a thing.i GAVE UP! seriously!
other than that,i'll update again some other time.i'll upload some of my group photos k?now i'm just feel sorry for my sms friend.he msg me after so long never msg me,then i'm feeling pissed off.he's kind of sad could not msging with me.haish.so i want to really relax myself for today so that i would not really get pissed off on that "special" day for the family!
**having a crush on someone is a wonderful feeling however having a crush with someone who you are unsure of the real status is the worse feeling!getting to know it is too late because who just couldnot leave behind those memories you once had makes you frust and pissed.but 1 thing for sure, i do hope the other half can really feel what i feel.**
