been to the doctor just now.a relief doctor was there.haish.not within 30minutes i'm done with everything.weird.the funny thing was when i went into the doctor room,the first question he asked was what's my age.gosh!does that really important?haish.i slept for like half a day today.still feeling weak.i wonder why.eerrmmm.
today i've received two message from two different friends.hahas.i know i know.i miss u two also!but i'm getting busy.sorry.and ya shasha,i'm so sorry that i've forgotten about our date today!haish.my brain have not been working well eversince i'm sick.haish.and ya Siti,sorry la.i dont wish to talk about the guy that i've mentioned u before.it is damn confusing and pissing off!
i've checked my grades today.gosh!having an "X" for my grade can be damn fast but having to grade the rest are difficult!what the heck!
kk.today i'm going to have a short and simple entry.i want to have some sleep again after taking my medicine.haish.tomorrow i'm having my first training of dikir.hopefully,i'll be fine by tomorrow.haish.
i've just realised that i could not go for the business climate camp because i didn't sign up for it!LOL.how stupid can i be?well,as usual la.feeza.feeza.when something is bothering u,nothing can stop u from being stupid.so pissed by it!haish.all my hardwork of pleasing my mandarin class to postponed till next month.haish.
he msn me just now.he keep pestering me to say what's my nick all about.i know it is kind of hurting him.but i just couldn't say it.he say it through his pm and nick,i know he is kind of disappointed.but i was left with no choice.if he really meant everything he've said,i wouldn't be at this state.i just want him to leave me before i regret everything.it is unfair but there's nothing else i could do.i'm beginning to......kk.nvrmd.forget it.they told me to give him a chance.but it can never be.haish.
i was blinded ONCE but never AGAIN!
if u LOVE me,prove it.
if u WANT me,prove it.
BUT all that u've had proved me is UR LIES!
i'm not a TOY where u can just USE me.
throw me away when u've found someone else.
the FEAR of LOVING u is what i MEANT.
but u NEVER really CARED!
LEAVE ME THIS ONCE!
*prove to me that we're meant for each other!prove to me that u're not just like other guys!maybe there will be a difference in my life!*
