didn't go school today.damn bored!haish.but was kind of happy when he chatted with me!=))hehes.he want to ask me out but when he got to know i'm sick today,he just have to ask someone else.hahas.lucky!gosh!i uploaded the problem statement for today,DAMN FUN SIA!haish.miss it.what to do.so ya!i've had fever/flu, headache and even cough.haish.early in the morning i have to on9 to do my placement test again.lucky same qns.fuh!same level!advanced 2!yeaheh!i skipped basic and intermediate.woohoo!not bad after all.hopefully i dont have to finish my course till 3yrs.haish.get to know that my UT test is coming up next week.THURSDAY!after that i'm having my silat training.ouh man!i simply hate it arh!my timetable is completely packed sia.ouh ya!if i'mnot wrong my group members for today is only 3prsn.poor them.haish.no sweet supplier from me.how is my leader going to get it!oppss!but what's done can't be undone right?just wish them all the best!a BIG "X" will be stated in my grade for today.haish.i have only 4 more days "off" to go.to last for 16weeks.and now is only 3rd week of school.haish.kk.i gtg.bye!wish me well ya!=)hahas.**thinking that i MIGHT be with u someday makes me going crazy.i'm just so sorry.but i dont think i can accept u as more than a friend eventhough i need u as much as u need me.u gave me light to this life but i simply can't.the FEAR i've had in me is getting deeper and stronger.u even sacrifice just for me.please.dont treat me this way.it is unfair.i dont want to feel guilty in the end.pitiness wont help in relationship and i dont want to go through all that all over again."just so you know".i still think that being SINGLE is still the best choice for now.**
i wish someone can help me.can be there with me.i'm lost.i dont know what to do.am i being too kind or.....?i'm confused!haish.i dont want to lose him as a friend but i dont want to continue this misinterpretation or complicate things futher in this relationship before it gets too late.what should i do?!i really miss being with my friends.wonder when will i be able to meet them again!eerrgghh!! 
