niCk: ׀|·»ƒĚěżĀ«·|׀
StAtuS:♥HAPPILY ATTACHED♥
mEmOrAbLe+sPeciAL dAy:[[♥140607♥]] =)
firSt sChoOL: Ikoma Language SchooL [part-tym]
sEcoNd sChooL: rEpubLiC poLytEchNiC [fuLL-tyM]=>>SAS
aGe: sEvEntEeN [2007]
biRtHdAy: 06.03.90 [pisces]
[[My Adores]]
==>c0L0uRs: *bLaCk_PiNk_*0rAnGe_*whiTe
==>PaStYm: cHaTtiNg_sMs_ListEniNg tO muSic_hAng 0Ut witH wHoEvEr eSp my bOyfRiEnd_rEaD maLaY noVeLs
==>L0vEs: ♥HIM♥,mAkiNg fRieNdz,bEinG mYseLf, to diStUrB PeopLe, SP0RTS CARS!!
==>AdmiRinG: mY BoyfRiEnd!! mY fAmiLy!! mY frIendS!! eVeryOnE AroUnd mE!! tHose WhO kNows Me ArE LoveD!!=)
[[My Detests]]
~GUYS WHO TOY WITH GIRLS FEELINGS!!
~PeOple wHo tHinK tHey ARe ALwAyS riGht
~uNrEaS0nAbLe peOpLe
~PeSt
~iRriTaTe mE uNnEcEsSaRiLy
~sM0KeRs - dEpEndS
~bAcKsTaBbErS
~LiArs
~sTuBb0rN PeoPLe - dEpEnDs
~tHe peRsoN wHo hAvE hUrT my FeeLinGs **dEpEndS 0n my m0od bAsicaLLy**
gosh! this fever is really killing me! 39.2 degree celsius mind u! gosh! it has been 3days already and the fever is still not going down. haish. first time i've been in this state. haish. i was damn afraid. believe me if i say that all the negative thoughts do come to my mind. honestly. with all the news and the sudden sickness that i've received. haish. all i can hope now is to really get well soon. cause i dont want to really trouble my parents about the school stuff. being in RP is so being troublesome and difficult to handle. i meant that only certain times we can be absent from school. if not action will be taken. haish how i wish i'm still in secondary school. they all have start athe holidays already. i feel regretted being in a tertiary school. haish. have to go for another check up soon. have to go for a blood test. then poor me,have to go school just now despite being so sick. being forced to. but i understand why la. lucky class end earlier today. only habe 3groups. half the class disappear but i heard they play truant. aiya. they dont mind one la. upon reaching home,gosh!the fever is really making me crazy! haish. everyone have been asking me what happened to me. how i know! it is just too sudden anyway! just overnight my fever can just shot up till so high. so from today onwards, my freedom was being taken away. so peeps,u guys can't ask me out already. haish. my only chance in meeting someone is also being ruined. my only hope to meet that someone. haish. what to do. ade hikmahnye mungkin? kind of pissed off with my faci yesterday! what kind of faci sia never even bother to pity such a really damn sick student! unlike my Enterprise's faci! she wasn't convince at all and insist giving me an "X". because she say it is computerised! what the heck?! so ya! yesterday went to school also la. but only to take my UT which i doubt so i did well. hahas. then went to see the doctor. thought of coming back in the 2nd meeting but couldn't make it. i feel like i'm half dead waiting for the doctor to arrived! haish. k la. i think i'll stop here. got to go and sleep! have not been sleeping for days since i've had my fever! my eyes are all swollen already! haish. poor me right?! well, for now.....
Nothing is more important than being with people whom i care and whom i love. cause i really need their support. i do hope i get well soon enough. and nothing will happened to me. i'm so afraid...
[thanks for your concern.thanks for sacrifising just for me.but i dont think it is gonna help in anyway to win my heart back.however,i'm glad that u've quit ur job and focus in ur studies.anyway,no matter how much i waited each day for ur sms,there's still that something that is stopping everything for us to go beyond in what u want.i just dont seem to feel ur honesty and ur sincerity in whatever u've said to me.but i dont wish to hurt u ever again.u can mislead me sometimes.i just dont get it.just what is going through in ur mind.just what should i do to make u understand what i'm going through now?haish...]
**it is kind of weird..really weird...u message me after there's this song that's playing on any music player and it is unexpectedly..it happens everytime.if not message,it would be MSN..really weird..does that mean,that indicates your song to really let me know u were thinking of me?hahas..it is a mystery...hehes...but one thing for sure,those feelings seem to be fading away which indicates,i might not need u in future..**
