hey hey!i was in an extreme makeover today!hahas.i wore something that i should have thought of wearing!hahas.kk.not skirt.but something more a matured kind of attire!hehes.that's what my parents and my sis say.hahas.what to do.but i hate that look from people.yaya.whatever right?hahas.is it really weird for me to wear that?hahas.so ya.i was kind of feeling isolated today.everyone says so too.haish.what to do my leader dont want me.haish.ya,it is that chinese guy btw.hahas.cute la he.funny character.but he wasn't feeling unwell today.aww...but he ask me whether i know chinese or what.then i say what if i know,he says he can't scold me in chinese la in that case.so bad!hahas.he was curious more to know what's behind all my secrets.oppss...that's just too bad.ouh ya!for two days,i didn't have any appetite to eat.worse of all was yesterday's night!i accidently woke up in the middle of the night knwing i couldn't feel like MY LEGS!gosh!i cried ok!lucky my sis come to the rescueif not,haish.seriously,she's scared for me.coz this is the 2nd time it had happened.she ask me to see the doctor but i was kind of busy nowadays.haish.so yeah!i hang around with my close friends in RP.so long since i met them.haish.all sick mahx.what to do.i think it is the season now.haish.even some of the facilitators are sick.haish.so yeah!today was my sis's birthday.no celebration coz we all no more celebration of our bdaes's anymore.my mom do ask me whether to celebrate or not,but i've said no.always i'm the one who plan all this ehk?hahas.i'm a responsible daughter in the family ok!hahas.chey!chey!puji diri sendiri jek feeza nie.haish.so yeah!i chat with one of my friend just now,i do hope things goes well for her.haish.**u've said in ur nick that u're feeling lonely when i'm gone and u think something's not right,well,ya NOTHING seems right now!i know that without me around,u can't have any hope of getting to ur dreams.getting what u want.coz i'm ur motivation,i'm ur hope.ur mom approves of us but i LEFT u instead.i know i'm such a CRUEL gyrl.but i hope u'll get pass through this soon and accept the fact that WE ARE NOT MEANT FOR EACH OTHER.i might take more time then u do but u can never know that i wont accept what's over to be back once again.for u,u might think "IT'S NOT OVER by Daughtry" just like in the lyrics.but once it's over,it would forever be GONE.we like each other because we CARE for each other,not because of we LOVE each other. i truly MISSES U no matter what!!**
