hey there!here i am again!hehes.before i start my entry.u know what?!MY SIS PERM HER HAIR!gosh!what the heck!she just reborn and now she perm?check out my frensta photos to know how she look like!hahas.i really commented alot!she look unhappy.but i prefer her in her straight hair!=)anyway,peeps!dont be deceive by what the salesperson says.they want to make money!my sis was deceived by them because they say she look nicer and older if she perms!hahas.sis arh!how could u believe that?u want to look younger or older?haiyo!people want to look younger,u want to look older?LOL.but i do recommend her something la.i'm a good sis ok!hahas.chey.chey.puji diri sendiri jek feeza nie.haish.just now in school,we all as a class are having our own leisure time!the guys are crazy over games!and the rest watch "Spongebob squarepants"!hahas.childish but fun!hahas.with the use of laptop everything is possible!hahas.i'm speaking more like RP student liao.haish.just now i had a last minute meeting about the sat camp.gosh!i was asked to go library and find them!the library damn HUGE lor!i search and search until i make a FOOL of myself!LOL!i asked the wrong person!gosh!my face turn damn red u know!search like hell through the library.keep calling the person.she says here but i went there!hahas.haish.so ya!i've signed up for the camp!woohoo!!this sat from 9am-7pm!wet games are part of the camp!yeaheh!can't wait!=))niwae,iqah,dont be sad.dikir in RP is just for the fun of it.i meant the gyrlz.the guys kene terok.they have physical training tau!but the fun is that,they say if we want to practice tepi laut pon boleh!gerek arh!hahas.ouh ya!my class is having a class outing or i would say a chalet.hehes.but sad to say i'm not going.but i do notice something!hahas.i do mention the chinese guy in my class that i've had a crush on right?he look at me hoping i would go.he organises it btw.but upon knowing i'm not going,he suddenly lose interest in saying the details!hahas.too bad!and ya!just now he chatted with me.oppss...he kind of cute arh!hahas.he ask me about the RJ.hahas.just answer it will u!hahas.but seriously,the sight of him really makes me lost focus.he's such a distraction to me.honestly,i think he knows.haish.feeza.feeza.why makes things so obvious!hahas.but 1 thing i hate abt him is that HE SMOKES!errgghhh!anyway.kind of upset still.my frenz told me to relax.i cn't!surprisingly i miss him so!weird right?haish.but then what's done can't be undone.no matter how hurtful it is,i still can't forget those moments that he really makes me so high!but then again.history would repeat itself.this thing happens before.leaving someone and then ask them back again!feeza.feeza.how can u be so weak in this!i've tried to be strong but i just can't!y is my life turn out to be this way.and iqah,dont worry if u dont know anything or u feel lost.i've never told anyone about this.i've never even mention about this guy before.not that i dont want u guys to know.but because i dont know how to tell u guys.and iqah,if u still rmber that i've mentioned about the "misinterpretation" guy that treat me as a special friend,then it is the same guy.the same guy who ask for my picture.it is all the same.so that would meant that i've been in contact with him for like months.kk.it is over anyway.he changed his nick.he says he's giving up.giving up everything.he told me once.i'm his hope.he gave up that hope too.am i really bad?am i really thinking of my own feelings?i really dont know!i really am slacking in class.i didn't give my 100% effort in my grpwork.my faci giving me such comments.my grp members seem to be giving up on me!what the heck is wrong with me!honestly,is it really my fault?just one thing that i knew.there's still this fear.i couldn't explain those fear.it is driving me crazy!eerrgghhh!!when u're gone,the pieces of my hart are missing u!
i'm sorry.i'm so sorry.
i know i shouldn't love u but the feelings has taken control over me!
guess i could get use without u around me.
without ur care.
without ur love.
and even without ur humour.
i'll miss those.
most importantly,i'm gonna miss u so!
**one down.one of my friend is in a relationship.hope she really did the right thing.having to accept someone because someone ask her to.such a fool!but she just wouldn't listen to me.that's just too bad.just wish her all the best.OK.maybe i sound so bad.but the thing is that,i knew her more than anyone would do i guess.we've been friends for long.i knew her inside out.=)
but still,i do wish for her a long lasting relationship ok.=)**
