niCk: ׀|·»ƒĚěżĀ«·|׀
StAtuS:♥HAPPILY ATTACHED♥
mEmOrAbLe+sPeciAL dAy:[[♥140607♥]] =)
firSt sChoOL: Ikoma Language SchooL [part-tym]
sEcoNd sChooL: rEpubLiC poLytEchNiC [fuLL-tyM]=>>SAS
aGe: sEvEntEeN [2007]
biRtHdAy: 06.03.90 [pisces]
[[My Adores]]
==>c0L0uRs: *bLaCk_PiNk_*0rAnGe_*whiTe
==>PaStYm: cHaTtiNg_sMs_ListEniNg tO muSic_hAng 0Ut witH wHoEvEr eSp my bOyfRiEnd_rEaD maLaY noVeLs
==>L0vEs: ♥HIM♥,mAkiNg fRieNdz,bEinG mYseLf, to diStUrB PeopLe, SP0RTS CARS!!
==>AdmiRinG: mY BoyfRiEnd!! mY fAmiLy!! mY frIendS!! eVeryOnE AroUnd mE!! tHose WhO kNows Me ArE LoveD!!=)
[[My Detests]]
~GUYS WHO TOY WITH GIRLS FEELINGS!!
~PeOple wHo tHinK tHey ARe ALwAyS riGht
~uNrEaS0nAbLe peOpLe
~PeSt
~iRriTaTe mE uNnEcEsSaRiLy
~sM0KeRs - dEpEndS
~bAcKsTaBbErS
~LiArs
~sTuBb0rN PeoPLe - dEpEnDs
~tHe peRsoN wHo hAvE hUrT my FeeLinGs **dEpEndS 0n my m0od bAsicaLLy**
yeah! here i am. in class all alone.so damn lazy to go down and buy lunch.ask someone to buy it for me. i notice something today. a classmate keeping quiet all day.when i gave ideas,he just listen.i wonder y. he keep turning. he keep looking. weird! he dont seem to be focus in his group today. eerrmmm. i dont even care for him la. move on and just leave it. but what kind of distract me is that guy! he appear online and offline frequently! i dont have a chance to talk to him. worse of all he seem to know that i'm typing something to him,he just log off. do he knows? i'm feeling totally hurt! totally unwilling to move on. i really need him and care for me. but i know i've hurt him. i've hurt his feelings when he tried so hard not to hurt my feelings. i miss him so! i need him but i can't just say i need him. how can i! i'm a reserved gyrl u see. but how can i move on when he dont even know right? haish. he's avoiding me. just as i has expected. i told him not to leave me and then i ask him to leave me and then now i ask him back again! selfish huh? feeza.feeza. why must it be this way. all that 5months of interactions have make a difference in my life. but now? all because that i've said that,all is GONE! please. prove me what u want. prove me that u really need me. i miss u so! come back to me please! hurt me if u want to. but then give me time to explain things out. hurt me so that i can move on. move on knowing that we're not meant for each other. i know i'm selfish coz i thought appearance doesn't matter to me. but now it do! i like when u care for me. but........ haish. life is so unfair! how can it turn out to be this way!? berila aku kekuatan utk lalui smua ini. berikanla aku petunjuk. berikanla aku jawapan.
