AARRGGHH!!
I'M SO DAMN PISSED!!
I THOUGHT OF NOT BLOGGING TODAY!!
BUT SITUATION JUST MAKES ME DAMN PISSED!
FIRSTLY, I WAS DAMN PISSED AS I BUMP INTO THE GUY WHO HAVE DESTROYED MY LIFE ABOUT A YEAR AGO!!
SECONDLY. I WAS LOCKED OUT OF HOUSE JUST BECAUSE I WAS LATE??!!
WELL, HELLO!!
IT 8PM THAT LATE??!!
MY SIS CAME BACK LIKE 12AM AND STILL U JUST ASK HER WHERE SHE HAD GONE TO!!
I GO OUT OF HOUSE LIKE AT ABOUT 12.30PM, THEY SAY I WAS OUT THE WHOLE DAY!!
FUCK SIA!!
MY SIS WENT OUT LIKE NEARLY 24 HOURS, NOTHING HAPPEN!!
WHAT THE HECK SIA!!
IT IS SO UNFAIR!!
EVERYTIME BLAME ME!!
AAARRRRGGGHHHH!!
i know la that my sis's situation have made everyone in the house stressful!!
but hey!!
dont treat me like in a prison just because you dont want me to end up like my sis!!
i know la!! damn it arh!!
i'm so stressed up already with the situation at home, they think i'm trying to take things easy!!
i sat at home like 3days already and they say i always go out??!!
fuck sia!!!!
so pissed you know!!
how can i relax right?!!
it is all about FAVOURITISM!!
what's the point in me doing all the good things when all they see is the bad things!!
sometimes the bad things wasn't mine also, but i'm to blame!!
and i can't even explain things out as i wasn't given the chance to!
they just say i'm lying!!
i can't even lie!!
only on certain circumstances but mostly i can't lie!!
i would end up telling the truth!!
what else i can do right??!!
they even know when i lie and when i'm telling the truth!!
haish!!
went out with iqah today...
dont know where to go, so end up at bugis..
i wasn't in any mood to buy anything today...
but then last minute we went to watch a movie..
after that met my boyfriend for awhile..
and yarh, we watched Hairspray..
was kind of alright...
but the songs are quite not bad la...hehe...
iqah was addicted to it...
aiyo!
tomorrow staying at home..
haish...
it just ruined my HOLIDAYS SIA!!
my one and only 3weeks of holiday when i was supposed to enjoy myself after 9weeks of school..
there goes my fun!
haish..
k la..
i'll stop here for the day...
seriously, how i wish it is a school day....
i prefer to go school than being in this FUCKING situation!!
how i wish i can runaway from home and never come back...
can anyone give me an idea on where to go??
i really cannot take it!!
i'm enough of tears, enough of pain that i've gone through!!
please someone, save me!
can someone just save me as i really wish everything stops here as i'm in need of PEACE!
PS: sorry peeps for this pissing off entry... i really couldn't take it anymore... it is driving me crazy... and it is affecting my personal life...!! i dont wish what i fear off to happen....haish...