so yea! i've cleaned 3/4 part of my things in the room!! wee...!! damn tiring!! well, couldn't denied i found all the things of my memories in every part of my stuffs... haish.. and all i did was THROW!! THROW!! hahas... i would really want to move on!! NEVER would i want to look back on those things again.. i never knew i wrote those stuffs sia.. hahas... think back, it is kind of foolish part of me to do those stuffs... but what hurts me the most when i was cleaning up the room was the incident that happened in secondary one... it really flashback everything... how it happens and what happened after that... i would always want to remember that incident as it involves the pain that everyone around me have gone through... it has obviously changed the life i'm going through after that.. things had been better only when another incident happens.. haish... but eventhough i've changed bit by bit, there's always time i'm being mischievious.. hehe... bad feeza... well, that's teenage life... don't u think so??

so yea! i've thrown all my old memories!!now begin with a new life! wee...!! i'm so loving it!! hehes... i take a look at my results back again just now... it is unbelievable! ahas... those grades! i'm lucky enough i didn't go to MI.. if not, i'll suffer more i guess..hehe... then i looked at the photos back then... haish... memories!! i simply missed those days sia! haish... those happy days! and now, everyone seems to be going to their own separate ways... i wonder if some will not be in contact at all.. haish...

and yarh!! i went JB yesterday! kind of disappointed as i cannot get to the bread shop! hahas..!! kk.. shh.... :X
i brought a book by Anis Ayuni titled: Bayangan Rindu..
yea! full collection so far!! weee...!! but other than that, i have nothing else to say.,. was attracted to this one Kebaya suit but kind of expensive not worth the money as it is kind of plain! but i love the color which is white! haish... what to do...

my results is out! didn't do quite well for my first semester.. have a gpa of 3.1 only..haish.. my UT4 was kind of surprising too!! i've got another A but this time round for my Enterprise module! not bad huh?! i aim for Maths to get an A but failed to do so.. haish... next step is to improve on my next semester.. but i dont think i'm putting high hopes on it as i didn't even expect my GPA for my first semester to get this grade... heheh... it is better that we dont think much about it and go with the flow, then u'll get what u want! hahas! bad thinking.. isk2...

k la..
got to go!!
tired! and kind of busy still...
hehes...
take care peeps!
lots of misses and loves from feeza!!
tatash!=)

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