harith syafiq (nephew)

siblings camwhoring! hahas.

putri nursafirah, the photographer wannabe! (:

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i take a look at that newspaper again... his words are always in my mind.. i'll never forget how he actually lectured me with those words... his dreams are shattered.. i feel so bad.. now i have realised something that is too late.. i still remembered how he actually tried to get me to understand what i need to know.. i'm feeling guilty of how actually i reacted... haish.. but then nothing can be done... whatever it is, it has happened... no matter how much i feel bad towards him, he can never be brought back.. hanya doa yang ku dapat sedekakan doa bagiNya.. harap-harap dia ditetapkan dengan yang lain di dalam syurga... Amin...

haish.. and all the more, i feel so bad.. i feel the guilt in me.. it is a huge burden for me.. i have always hope it didn't happen... i have always feel that i could turn back time... i really hope that this all have not happened... haish... i know i shouldn't feel that way.. i know i should accept what has been set by HIM... haish... this is what i have always going against! sorry.... seriously, no offence...! please to those who wants or have been the desire of motorbikes, please do drive carefully! the one who suffer the most is the loved ones okok... if u think u want fun, is it fun to see the people around us to be hurt?? is it fun to see the people around u to shed tears and then u only know u have hurt them?? be wise in ur thinking... be a sensible person..!

and this hari raya, most of the people around me have been spending their money on medical expenses due to having accidents... is it worth it?? seriously?!! at least once u guys are gonna feel the pain.. drive safely please... haish..

days have been tiring for me.. i just hate my days this few days... but then i suffer this myself alone.. especially not to let my love one to know... seriously! i really hate someone to gain sympathy just for the sake of themselves! someone who really think of themselves and let others to suffer!! damn it sia!! who they think they are!! dont even want to appreciate what they had and want others to suffer and gain everything to themselves! i'm feeling so exhausted!! tired of all this moments that i've gone through! damn it! why can't people just be grateful by what they have? and give others the chance? we're only be temporary in this world.. why not sacrifice just a bit for the sake of others?! gosh!

have been sleeping late at night.. have been reaching school on the dot (which late for me).. haish.. last sunday my nephew and my niece came.. gosh! those two little ones are just adorable and they just spice up my day... hahas... super damn cute! i cannot even take it sia!! heheh..

last but not least, i have to start exercising sia!! thanks to those who have been saying i'm getting chubby! haish... i can't be chubby!! never!! hahas... haish... feeza is starting to get lazy!! everyone have been saying that... oppss!! must be my boyfriend la!! hahaha... dont be angry huh sayang! hehe... one more week of school and then holiday! wee...!! holiday one week but still it was alright! hehe... then my injection day coming up... haish...

why is it, it is so hard to leave the past?? why is it, when i have managed to leave and forget the past, it came back without me wanting it..?? why is it, when i dont even looking and hoping, it cane to me, it reminds me of it.. haish... i just have one hope for now; be happy with what i have now and forget whatever is in the past... noone will get hurt then...

12,13 or 14?? which one should i choose a date for my injection day?? hehe.. i thought of 14 would be nice since it is my most memorable number... hehe.. :X but what do u guys think?? hmm...


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