moodswings!this week is a moodswing week for me... i'm sorry for those who have been a victim for me.. so sorry peeps and also to u syg! haish... bad feeza! seriously! i have never been this bad before.. think it is due to the environment and PMS... DAMN! haish... even at times, i cried for no reason! DAMN! so yeah.. so far, i've been dragging myself to school.. i woke up early, get to school quite late when other people think it is quite early.. well, feeza have never tried to be late before unless meeting of friends.. hehe... those who have been going out with me, know la.. hehe.. sorry... feeza need a time management with friends la... but school was ok with me! hehe... damn! school was a bore to me! skipped class on monday and how united it can be.. only 9 students left in the class.. hah! so yea.. monday and today is relief faci.. haish.. went to Jurong East library.. met him for awhile.. sorry shidah about that.. hehe.. then he have to go for soccer.. haish.. GUYS just couldn't live without soccer huh?! haish.. so yea! i'm just counting down to the days when i'm free... to the days that everything is back to how i want it to be...
oh gosh!! can this moodswings be over soon! it is driving me crazy!! and it is scaring me! please, i dont wish to lose someone i truly madly deeply in love with!! haish.. today was just another bad day for me! honestly, moodswings just makes my day sux! aarrgghh!! feeza fyza... fasting month!! isk!!
yesterday my hp bill came!! my gosh!! i nearly broke down sia!! it was my worse pay ever!! wonder how i should explain to my parents when they knew about it.. haish... sure hp confiscate! die! it is increased by $10 from the previous month sia!! haish.. feeza need to cut down... help me!! hahas...
has been 2 nytes, i didn't get to sleep! my gosh!! i walked as if i wasn't touching the ground and that i wasn't walking in a straight line! i can sense that i'm falling soon! my gosh!! if this goes on, i dont know what's going to happen to me sia! DAMN!! and i have enough of tears to spare! my eyes are quite puffy in the morning.. hope no one notices that.. haish... I'M IN NEED OF HELP!!
i'm addicted with this phrase:
i hate it when i love u so! i can't stand it when i need u so!*taken from a song... i forgot the title! hahas!opppss!*
i miss u so!
i really need u here with me syg...
how i wish u can be by my side every single minute i spent... haish...
