went JB today! heheh.... woke up as early as 6am... didn't fast today... last day.. haish... so damn tiring!! end up falling sick at night.. get scolding from my boifren... opps! okok dear.. i'll eat my medicine okok? haish...
i went JB with my parents and my anuties! hehes.. very packed arh the car! we drove using my dad's car when we initially intend to drive with my sis "cute" car! hahas.. so yarh, 1st stop at Pasar Tani (hope i get it right, it is basically a market la.hee).. walked and walked like not fasting like that.. hehe.. and then next stop at Pasar Larkin! wee...!! Love that place! hahas... only me, iqah n noris know why! hehe... bad feeza! :x
next stop at Giant which known to be Xtra previously! bought sushi! weee...!! my favourite!! hish! i bought alot sia! hahas... and then off we go!! lucky the custom was clear!! fuh!! that was close! back home by 1pm... and then all went off for a nap in the living room after everything finished cleaning up! my hp couldn't stop beeping for msges! eerrggh! and sorry for late reply peeps! hahas.. didn't mean to...
i get to know my cousin have chosen RP in biomedical science! damn! i just can't runaway from my cousins to be in the same school sia! and then furthermore my cousin, he really like RP.. my gosh!! help me sia! run run!! hehe... now i really have no freedom! hish! i really hope he could get into JC arh! haish..
5more days to raya!! weee..!! can't wait!! hehe... and plan not to come on the friday... but my faci says he would release us early as he have to cook for raya also! hahas! i ask my mom, she say good la... can help her cooked! hahas.. still considering! opps! =D
061007 the shocking day... @ Pasar Tani...
the moment that i've been waiting for nearly the past 4years before i met my boifren...
everything has been left behind for good reasons...
but it came back when i've finally moved on...
it happened at a place that i least expect such miracle would happened..
the moment i saw, i felt as if time have stopped...
i felt as if my heart skipped a beat..
MEMORIES FLASHBACK!
what i saw have just made it worse! MEMORIES! DAMN!
but 1 thing for sure.....
i'm not who i am previously...
i belong to someone...
and that is not going to change the actual fact of it!
nothing is going to change it unless it is fated!
the past is the past... what's past MUST not affect the present and neither the future!
*GOOD opportunities only comes once. if it is let GO, no point looking back!*
eversince i have made a decision to let others in, i have to learn to let go of the rest...
if we believe in fate, believe what that is already near/in front of u...
if u dont even notice what is near/in front of u and keep looking at the others, u might never find the right one...
at this moment, fear came to me...
"what if it is the end and i lose u forever??"
"all we were left for memories are those gifts, the video that i've made and the memories that we had..."
"can we lived like we used to if those were left and knowing u weren't by my side anymore??"
