boredom!! argh!! sat at home today.. slack slack...!(: the funny thing is that.. early in the morning, i had calls, i had msges.. haish... alarm clock! my sis had 3 alarm clock la sey!! no beauty sleep for me.. :( then my sis as usual, disturb me! argh! purposedly la she! nothing better to do.. she woke me up to help her wrap the Christmas gift that was supposed to give to her student.. imagine, how can we wrap when we both are half asleep.. should have seen how it turns out to be... nyahaha.. but she just say it is ok! lol! after that, my sis can still ask me to go back to sleep! my gosh! stomach grumpling, how to sleep right? what only! funny and weird sister.. as usual.. the weird family! (:
blog hopping is what i did... thinking of that.. i'm simply lazy to change to a new blog... so maybe i'll just continue with this blogger but with a new link and a new layout! (:
feeza is simply getting lazy each day... only at times when she was being forced to do things then she'll get hyper! nyahaha... and now, she's watching Romantic Princess... slow right?haha... what to do.. busy girl.. :( i wonder i am busy with what??hmmm...?? noone knows... like mother, like daughter! (:
so i went for a blog hopping just now.. then i came across to a blog.... it has been so long, since i last remembered or mentioned that name from my mind... but that name was reminded by iqah... gosh! was restless for a moment... but iqah wasn't to be blamed.. honestly, everything was being erased off my mind... i have realised, i have completely erased my past... but then... if there's no past, there will be no present or future... i guessed it has been nearly more than half a year since i stepped on to that school... and i have left my past since the day i got attached... thinking back... i'm glad i have gone over my past... i'm not who i am previously... but i hope, my life is getting better... i just hope.... and my main focused is basically school.. strange.. but yarh... i have yet to accomplish the dream that i've long wished... with the support from my love ones... i know, all the more, i am focusing on my future... and i'm disappointed in myself someway somehow... i've managed only to repay back what i've neglected only to some.. but to the one in need, it is drifting away and away... and i miss those moments... i'm at fault... remembering one of the video clip that i've made for them on one particular birthday party... i just missed those moments.. and i think, i wanna make another video clip for peeps! the long lasting friendship that i had with my friends.. in memories of them... showing my gratitude to them.. (:
yarh.. i think i should make one... soonest when i'm free.. maybe on the 10 weeks of holiday if i'm not working.. damn! mentioning about that, i'm so pissed! i was supposed to work for this 3weeks... again.. feeza 'buih' to myself... haish.. simply no time la sey.. and i dont dare to promise again... haish...
and tomorrow really going to be a hard day for me... my sis is going to treat me swensen! but then.. my dearest boyfriend wants to tag along! and surprisingly, my sis says 'yes!'... oh man! now i'm thinking how am i going to ensure that tomorrow went well... haish... oh please.... i hope it wasn't being let out.. oh please... :(
i guessed, my sis just wanna know who is the mystery one huh? haish.. but sooner or later, she ought to know also.. nyahaha... only.... aiya! who knows, will know la.. if i let out here, is considered not a secret anymore right?how dumb can i be?? haish...feeza feeza...
i was surfing the net...
& i found this quote....
"love is being honest with yourself at all times.
being honest with the other person at all times.
telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending.
LOVE IS THE SOURCE OF REALITY."
this is the promise that we hold through.i hope it stays.forever.
&imissyou.
i hope tomorrow everything went well.(:
