something went wrong with my blogger today... haish... damn! so currently i'm working on my new blog site! weee..!! so far so good! (:
so yarh.. today still feeling not good... haish.. i just dislike being unwell... but still.. i went out to apply a job! hehehe... i was thinking hard of coming up with a decision to do so.. thinking of only have 4weeks of school left, just give me the urge to apply... feeling so weak, looking quite pale, i walked out of house with my friend, Siti... yeah! we apply to place in the end.. and both are just a distance from our house... hehe.. save trip u know! then after school also, easy for me to go and work.. dont u think so? lucky i'm schooling in RP! nyahaha.. high advantage.. but then... just when i bump into my dad at the carpark as he just reached home from work.. got scolding sia because of that.. haish... i just listen to him... because i know... he really wants me to focus 100% in my studies.. haish... nevermind, what's done is done! hehehe...
so yarh... i was surfing my friendster... then i came across something... something that brings me back to my past.. feeling angry, feeling disappointed and sad all at once.. but just too bad.. i am tired of waiting... had enough of waiting for something that i knew, it would never changed the outcomes.. so i have to let go of the past no matter how i dread that everything just went well... haish... and i'm happy with who i am now! and that's it! the past would never break apart with my current status! that's the promise i've made.. and so i wish whatever that might brings back my past, i wish it all be away from me! far far away! i hate it when i managed to forget everything and it comes back to me! I HATE THAT! whether it is coincidentally or intentionally! argh!!
and it is getting late now.. it is already past midnight.. if my boyfriend knows this, he's gonna get angry!! sorry syg! hehehe... as usual... feeza is damn stubborn! hehehe...kk.. nytes people! rmber to relink me to my new bloggy starts on Jan1st08! (:
take care people! fyza loves you! (:
-you always know how to make me feel secure by your love! (:- -once again, i'm speechless. (:-
